Grrrr

My newest friend is a bit grumpy. He is being silent and moody and I can't figure out why. His usual quirky and playful nature have subdued and he just dazes off into the abyss for hours at a time. I know he may not have an exciting life, or lead extravagant adventures but his sullen behavior is cause for alarm. Perhaps a new hobby? Maybe he needs to look at the bigger picture... Or maybe I should just change the water in his bowl.

labyrinth..

If you have seen the David Bowie classic Labyrinth then this post will sooth your soul.
As I was waiting for the bus yesterday, my Ipod shuffled decided to grace me with the sounds of David (via Golden Years). Then just as the song started to kick up a guy shouted "Jared!" to someone on the far end of the sidewalk. At that almost exact moment a truck drove by with the word "TOBY'S" painted on the side. And THEN a british man walked right past me and answered his phone " ello?"

I needed a moment to process it all. Then I smiled to myself and made my way through the goblin city.

True Story.

O the Irony of it All....

My thoughts are the death of me. I was trying to slumber at a reasonable time tonight. Alas, I cannot force the sand man. I am currently feeling a bit lonely. Everyone has that one person in their life that they measure everyone else up to. That person you can't have for whatever reason, but would do anything for. After unsuccessfully convincing myself that I no longer needed that person in my life, I have given up and decided to just be miserable. The signs are unreadable, but still they are there. In my state of lameness, I just do a little daydreaming, snap out of it, and then simply take my emotional (and sexual) frustration out on someone random. In my lonely state, I have boughten a goldfish. I named him Grrrrr, and he will have to do for now. To the person I can't to seem to shake off my shoulder.. Fuck You.


O, and I started smoking again.