Pardon

Pardon me for thinking that I wasn't good enough,
And pardon me for wanting you to look instead of touch.

Pardon me for trying hard to make you love me more,
And pardon you for being blind and showing me the door.

Pardon me for seeing something that simply wasn't there,
Pardon you for believing that I simply did not care.

Pardon you for being nice, when for my sake you shouldn't.
Pardon me for dreaming you to do things that you wouldn't.

Pardon you for being perfect and intoxicating me,
Pardon you for giving me light and helping me to see.

Pardon us for trying, and fixing broken mends.
Pardon us for trying to make it work as simply friends.

Pardon me for living.
Pardon me for breath.

And pardon you forever.

Pardon, I will love you to my death.